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[ Monday, June 07, 2004 ]

 

Don't push me
because I'm already far enough as it is.
Don't need your negativity,
the constant critique,
the shrugging insecurities that creep in.

Don't want to see your disapproving glances
unsuccessfully hidden behind sly smiles.
I know you.

Tell you to give it a chance,
take a breath,
open it up.
Still, every reply stinging.
Stomp all over me.
Disappointment.
You and I,
we've lost our connection yet again.

Frustration.

Uneven ground with even unsteadier steps,
and uncertain direction.
Yes or no?
Turbulence.
Give or take.
Truth is subjective.

Turn my back.
Tread safer grounds.
Raise my hands
in silent appeal to only One.
Find my release.
Exhale.

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